Sunday, October 31, 2010

Chat w/ Brina

Bew : apa? --> to the point

Bri : RamalanNama.com
Bagas Adyaksa--> Tukang Urut

Bew : HAHAHAHAHA NGAKAK

Bri : aku mau cek semua ah anak ixd
mendesah

Bri : sesuai absen dulu ah

Bri : AJENG SUPIR METRO MINI

Bew : eh eh a bagas dulu itu kalo ga salah tukang mi JUHI . Ajeng?

Bri : JUHI apaan?

Bew : mana kutahu? *ngakak

Bri : ENDAH DUKUN PELET

Bew : watehe mate

Bri : IYA F MATE BURN MATE

Bew : eh kalo pake nama lengkapku, profesiku jadi dokter ahli jiwa loooh #bangga

Bri : MPAP PELAWAK

Bew : ya elah. ntar aku panggil madamce brince HAHAHA

Bri : -_---- tag chops di foto yang cacat itu ya?

Bew : tag aja . tapi ntar kalo dia ngegigit brina, bukan salah aku yaaaa XP

Bri : wth hahahahhaa

Bew : bayangkan sosok gosong berjalan ke arahmu, memamerkan gigi emasnya, lalu ia menajamkan taringnya dan menggigitmu. lebih tepatnya menggigit lehermu. dialah Bagas Cullen. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA --> stress mau ulangan mate

Bri : WTH HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BAGAS 'CULLEN' ADYAKSA ANJIRRRR.. hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha

Bew : besok kita panggil dia cullen wkwk

Bri : ok hahahahaha

Bew : jangan bilang kamu jadi brince cullen?
maksud aku brince swan

Bri : IDIH gamau lah yao
kalo Danang yang jadi Cullen baru mau jadi Brince Swan hahahaaha

Bew : yaudah belce swan, bela jadi pasangannya chops. EH?? BELA PAS JADI PASANGANNYA COPS!
baru nyadar

Bri : -_--

Bew : okaaaaay. off dulu ye. aku harus berperang dengan angka angka (ceileeeh -_-)logika ding

Bri : eeeeh bentar bewiceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Bew : daaaaaah. boong deng aku tungguin kok

Bri : .__. dasar hahahahaha

Bew : eh jadi ga fotobox mesra?
aku nyamar jadi cowok haha pasti ganteng

Bri : yuuuuuuuuk besok Senin mau? hahahahhaa
pinjem celana si Cullen
lmfao

Bew : jangan hari sekolah, aku mau ke amrik, mau nyusul matahari (alaaah -_-)
lmfao?

Bri : hahhhaha

Bew : HAHAHA. aku lebih skinny, pasti celana cullen kedodoran di aku

Bri : "Bagas, pinjem celana mu dong aku mau jadi pacarnya Brina” HAHAHA

Bew : HAHAHAHAHAHA . kayaknya kita harus berpisah brin, sebelum masuk RSJ. tau ga rsj apaan?

Bri : Rumah Seni Jooong -_-- wkwkwk

Bew : eoooo (nada pas little krishna salah)*R*umah *S*akit *J*atuhcinta
maksa wgwg

Bri : MAKSAAAA lol


that's my chat with brina today. Totally insane. Padahal tadi pas ketemu kita masih waras waras aja wgwg. Btw, kita ngomongin soal ramalannama.com, website yang"meramal" ntar kedepannya kita bakal jadi apa. Dan si Brince (nama lain Brina) iseng banget, tiba tiba berevolusi jadi mirip mama lauren, terus ngeramal anak sekelas 9D. Crazy? Yes.


Post related with this : Future Profession =="


PS : maaf, banyak yang disensor karena dinilai tidak pantas untuk disebarluaskan hihihihi XD

hari apes -_-

Hello, peeps. Eh eh tebak deh bikin postingan ini dimana. Di lodaya! ---> bangga.com -_-" ah bodo. btw this is my first experience have lunch at McD Lodaya. Whatever -.- Haha kenapa saya bisa disini? karena...

Tadi pagi, kelas bewew itu berencana buat dubbing drama buat pagelaran. Nah, tempat dubbingnya itu deket rumah saya, makanya langsung aja tancap ke sana. Eh, begitu udah disana, taunya tempat dubbingnya lagi dipake orang dong , what the heck is this. Padahal udah booking segala, malah diembat orang. Tapi untungnya ada penghibur, hamster hamster lucu punya Icha dan Kakak cowoknya (anak yang punya tempat dubbing, I guess so.)Ntar saya upload deh fotonya hehehe.

Setelah nunggu berjam jam, akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk dubbing di kantor radio RRI (Radio Republik Indonesia) aja, daripada ga jelas gini. Kita dapet jadwal yang kosong itu jam 3. Buseet dah lama banget. Daaaan, akhirnya kita naek angkot carteran dari tempat dubbing itu ke McD lodaya. Gila. bersembilan belas sesak-sesakkan dalam satu angkot. Untungnya, Tesa ikut Ardian yang bawa motor. TAPI TETEP AJA PENUHNYA MINTA AMPUN!

Sampai di Lodaya, kita bengong aja ga tahu juntrungannya, karena ga dapet tempat duduk. Iyye pun datang,eaaa -_- Jadilah kita berduapuluh bengong dan cengar cengir ga jelas.

Seakan belum lengkap penderitaan hari ini, kita akhirnya dapet tempat duduk di ruang ulang tahun anak kecil di McD. Udah aja itu abis diliatin orang orang. Mati. Cowok cowok malah main kartu (lagi) sambil nunggu pesenan dateng. Dan you know what, biaya kita makan berduapuluh dibayari Brina! God, how sweet you are :D mana "Pake Super Panas" nya enak banget lagi. Yummy.. Deuh, mana ada gratisan yang nggak enak coba? -_-"

Eh eh udah dulu ya. Udah pada mau berangkat ke RRI nih. I'll continue this posting and upload photos of today tonight. Tapi nggak janji juga lho ya, besok ada ulangan mate (lagi) dan tentang bab peluang. Kurang sial apa hari ini?? aaaaaaaaaaaaaa #stress
byeeee~

Saturday, October 30, 2010

ISENG

A - AVAILABLE: yuuup. ;)
B - BIRTHDAY: August 4th.
C - CRUSH: none (perlu diragukan kebenarannya)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: plain water (so?)
E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO: God (omg, God isn't person bew -_-), Alya, Wedar, Brina, Hazrin, Irin, etc
F - FAVE SONG: Too many. Alright. Just So You Know.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: I don't like Yuppi, by the way :p
H - HOMETOWN: Yogyakarta -.-
I - IN LOVE WITH: MATAHARIIIIIII! oooo tidaaaaaaak!
J - JUGGLE: no, but i can juggle one thing at a time. :D
K - KILLED SOMEONE: uncountable. I killed everything (lol jk)
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: to Yogya. 12 hours -___-
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: random. depend on mood.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 0.
O - ONE WISH: go to heaven.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mom.
R - REASON TO SMILE: LIFE.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: One Better - Aaron Carter.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8 am.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: mau tau aje -__-
V - VEGETABLE(S): carrot, corn, cabbage (whatever)
W - WORST HABIT: make everyone waiting.
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: teeth.
Y – YOYOS ARE: hard to use and pointless. they arent even fun.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: leoooooooooo :)

lol

ada temen fb saya pasang status yang intinya ;

BERMIMPI SUATU HARI NANTI DIA MEMELUKKU DIBAWAH POHON SAKURA YANG BERGUGURAN & MENGATAKAN "AISHITERU"

terus ada yang komen tuh,

Kalo aku memelukmu di bawah pohon duren yang berguguran, mau nggak??? Nanti aku ngomong,"Awas kepalamu..."

Huahahahahahahahaha GUBRAK -__- mengacaukan suasana romantis aje deh itu orang hahahaha

Thursday, October 28, 2010

omelan dan omelan



omelan #1
CEWEK GETEK TAPI CANTIK?????
Apa saya kelihatan seperti cewek getek? ==a eh eh wait a minute, GETEK = GATEL, KAN? AKU BUKAN CEWEK GATEL! Hiiiiii aku ga panuan tau! (?) geteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! getek dibilang geteeeeeeeek ! -__-

btw, kalo masih pada bingung, saya kasih tau aja. Ini hasil search orang orang di google (mungkin) yang kemudian mengarah ke blog kita (kita?) tercinta. YE-AH. Cewek getek tapi cantik -____- geteeeeeeekz *pake z, alaaay hahahaha* udah ah. Lanjuuut...

omelan #2
KENAPA JADI NYAMBUNG KE IYYE??
Mana ejaannya salah lagi z --" lagipula, apa saya nggak cool enough buat disearch? #digetok

omelan #3
APA NAMA BEWEW SEGITU POPULERNYA??
bahkan di sempur ada grafiti tulisannya "BEWE" -___-" udah ah udah ah, Bewizta is the best dah pokoknya! Eh, jangan jangan yang nge-search nama "Bewew" itu BBM... waaaaaah *fly* nggak lah! atau jangan jangan... FND!!! TIDAAAAAAAAAAAK (ngacir)

udah ah. NO COMMENT. Ewa saya -_- ---> bad mood mode on

Student Exchange Dilemma

I confused a bit about the Student Exchange this year. Why?

Because the one who can join this second student exchange to Pioneer and the third student exchange to Singapore is only 8 and 9 grader. Seven grader are not allowed and invited. Wow. What's this again?

At first, I think the Administration Staff made mistakes for the "Student Exchange" form letter, because they write, we will held a student exchange to Singapore, precisely Pioneer Secondary School, and we invited grade 8 and 9 students to join it. I think they were made some TYPO. But I was wrong. The letter's true. I CAN'T believe it. Grade 9, which will faces National Exam or usually called UN just in several months, still can join a student exchange? If I'm not mistaken, from the last year, grade 9 is not invited again to any kind of things called "Student Exchange". This is just really weird for me.

Why don't they give a chance to 7 grader students? If I'm at their (7 grader students) position, I will get mad, for sure. Last student exchange, is always invited grade 7 and 8 students. I find it really strange if grade 9 are still allowed to join Student Exchange. I think It'll be hard for we, grade 9, to faces subject again when we already back from Singapore. I've already experienced it.

Percaya deh, abis pulang dari Student Exchange atau yang biasa disebut pertukaran pelajar, buat saya yang berotak "average", nggak mudah untuk adaptasi sama pelajaran lagi. Mana waktu saya pulang, tinggal seminggu lagi tersisa untuk mencicil belajar untuk tes mid semester. Dan, minggu itu pula, ada ulangan matematika. I got 56 for that math test, believe it or not. Saya nangis kejer (oke itu lebay) , because that was the first time I got a super duper bad score. I was crying in front of Mrs Santi and Pak Odik, I just the way too sad at that time. "I can't make my parents proud", that feelings is really pathetic. I was crying in front of Wedar. I really pop it out to all people in front of me. I really can't stop crying at that "FABULOUS" Friday.

But, I got the sweetest feeling when I saw my mid semester test-score. I got a high score at most of the subject. Ya, manisnya hidup terasa setelah berjuang keras.

Pokoknya, hal ini bener bener aneh buat saya. Emang bagus sih, masih ngasih kesempatan buat kelas 9 untuk ikut Student Exchange, tapi bukan berarti kelas 7 ga perlu diajak juga, kan?

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

What-So-Called-Silly-Bandz

Oh . IT'S JUST THE WAY TOO CUTE!!! #exploded


I.am.ready.to.die.for.it



God, this is ... just... AH-MAZING! ---> norak norak! Really, I'm addicted to bracelet and watches and camera and shoes. That's all. Bahkan aku lebih mengagumi Silly Bandz daripada Power Balance XD

But, the pathetic things is... I have no idea where to buy these Silly Bandz T_T besides, the price is a bit unaffordable for me -_-"

gaje abis

SEHARI SEBELUM SUMPAH PEMUDA!!! #semangatpemuda

-___- sebel banget hari ini sumpah. AAAARGH. Bete. Moody. Liat NC lagi -_______-"

tau ah. stop yelling about everything already, bews.

Yaudah ah, lagi bad mood. MANA ADA PEER MATE LAGI!!! ---> makin gila. daripada kalian kena semprot, mending postingannya udah dulu ya, bubbye (ga jelas abis)

Dadaaaaaaaaaaaah

Miss Gaje -.-

Monday, October 25, 2010

remind me of him.

Pas liat liat tumblr, tiba tiba nemu tumblr MissLittlePaintBrush, dan begitu dibuka, tadaaaam...










Yeah, those all are created by herself. Amazingly cute right? ;) Btw, she's from Philipinnes. And I wonder if she's just about 14 or 16 , just around my age. Of course she had a boyfriend, and they dating for about 3 years! WOW. What a rare thing in our life now.

Actually, I'm a bit shock when see this picture. Her boyfriend look like BBM a bit! oh my god , what's this? COINCIDENCE AGAIN? I'm really tired of something called "coincidence" -_-

The boyfriend . LOOK LIKE BBM!!


However, they such a happy couple. And I really amazed in the way how can they keep a relationship for a VERY long time. Well done, good job :)






This is the real LittleMissPaintBrush. Awwww she's really cute!
WHY IS EVERYONE SUCH LIKE LOVEBIRDS? #angrysobadly

AND WHY IS EVERY HANDSOME BOYS THAT I SAW JUST REMIND ME OF BBM? I WANNA FORGET HIM GOOOD. JUST THAT. WHY IT SEEMS TO BE REALLY HARD? JUST FORGETTING, HE'S JUST ANOTHER ORDINARY BOY, OH MY GOD.

Even I didn't talk much about BBM with my friends, I'm still got a little "ache" inside my heart when I thinking about him. I really dumb, I know. I shouldn't do these kind of useless thing just for a boy who will never noticed me, really.

But, when I heard songs--mostly heartbreak song--I feel like thinking about him again. I even still often count the time in place where he lives now. You know, he lives at US now. So far away from me. And the time differences between me and him is 11 hours. But actually, the distances is better like this. Why? With a condition like this, I won't be able to see him again, and the pain just killing me for temporary, not forever, because instead, he's so faaaaar away.

Now, I realized that forget someone is not as easy as when we fall for someone.

Oh, let's just get me a boyfriend, really. I want to erase my memories about BBM. I just want to kick him out of my mind and my entire life. Is that wrong? I just wanna be myself before I met him. I never be messed up like this until I met him. Met him, I think, was the biggest failure at my life.

I dunno what to say more, but I know the best way to forget him.

Let's pray more.

Bewew

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Toms

Just saw a photos of Toms at Tumblr this morning, and I fall in love with those shoes ;

Red Canvas Women's Classics ($44.00)



Ash Canvas Women's Classics ($44.00)



charity: water Earthwise Women's Classics ($58.00)



Tyler Ramsey Women's Hand Painted ($68.00)



Blue Harbour Women's Cordones ($69)
They haven't opened a store in Indonesia. Mungkin karena harga udah "lumayan", kalo ditambah bea cukai Indonesia plus biaya kirim yang tinggi, harganya bisa selangit. I know, the price of the shoes is a bit unaffordable, but people mostly said that this shoes quality is worth the price. This shoes is very comfortable yet stylish. I wanna steal them all!

Now, I know why people in US and UK mostly hate crocs. It because the price of crocs is absolutely not cheap, but it just made from croslite™ (they said so on their website) but for me, it just looks like usual rubber -_- The price just not worth the look!
Huaaaaa ~ I wanna buy one! But the nearest store is at Singapore -___-"
This is the 1st time I want a shoes so badly. I just could pray for that shoes. Moga moga ada sepatu Toms jatuh di genteng rumahku (?)

NA? Nooo, BBM please!

"Kamu diomongin sama orang orang suka sama si NA" #nama cowok disamarkan menjadi NA

Jegerrr jegerrrr! Shock gila saya. Apa Apaan? NA? Sejak kapan?

Jadi gini bloggers, kemaren sabtu saya kan pergi latihan pagelaran (pas sampe sana latihannya udah selesai ^^) Terus ngobrol ngobrol gitu sama temen sekelas. Nah pada lagi tebak tebakan gebetan nih. Si Bela pertamanya ditanya tanya. Akhirnya ngaku dia. Giliran saya di tebak tebak. Udah aja saya jawab,

"Yang aku suka mah itu, cowok ganteng berkacamata ... tinggalnya di Amrik" alias BBM XD

Jelas pada kecewa heheheh. Pada ngira bewew suka orang di spensa haha. Terus tiba tiba ada yang nanya,

"Yang bener? Masa di 9D nggak ada sih?" otomatis saya geleng kepala. Lah wong emang nggak ada, ya mau gimana? tapi tiba tiba orang yang sama nyaut lagi,

"Ah, bewew mah diomongin suka sama si NA,"


Bagai kesamber petir di siang bolong. NA??? kalo ditebak NC (orang orang pasti ga nyangka) masih bisa toleran saya. LAH INI?! NA?? Sejak kapan saya ada hubungan sama dia? Ngomong aja jarang. Saya pun mengorek keterangan lebih lanjut dari cewek itu.

"Iya, itu mah udah lama diomonginnya. Emang bener ga sih?"

Saya ketawa gugup aja sambil geleng kepala. Astagfirullah, sumpah deh, saya aja nggak kepikiran orang orang bakal ngomongin saya sama dia. Eh gile. Saya ga pura pura sama sekali. Saya berani sumpah di atas Al-Qur'an saya belom pernah suka sama dia! Ya Allah, gila banget perspektif orang. Masa sih? orang biasanya saya suka ngeliatin Mr Odinary, kok malah lari ke NA?

Setelah investigasi itu, prediksi berlanjut di pikiran saya.

DARI MANAKAH GOSIP (ATAU APALAH ITU) TERSEBUT BERASAL?

probability (peluang) yang paling kuat adalah..
1. Telat Bareng ; waktu itu saya pernah telat bareng dia. jadi aja ga boleh masuk kelas sampe selesai ngaji.

2. Dia suka minjem barang ke saya ; tapi yang lain juga sering ah!

3. apa lagi ya?

sumpah deh butek banget. Apaan coba? CUH. Semoga orang yang mulai gossip itu mendapat hidayah. Semoga dia diampuni deh, bikin gosip aneh aneh sih abisnya -_-" Bukan GOSIP deng. Kalo Gosip itu kabar burung tapi ada benernya dikit, lah ini anak TK aja tau saya nggak mungkin suka sama dia. Ini berarti FITNAH. Fitnah itu lebih kejam daripada fitness tau (?)

Tuduhannya itu loh, nyerempet abis. ga masuk di akal sedikit pun! Bagai Fahri ayat ayat cinta ketemu Paris Hilton terus mereka kawin lari beda agama ke Los Angeles. GAK LOGIS KAN?

But, wait, Oh My God! I think I remembered something left... Saya pernah hampir duduk samping sampingan sama dia di kelas! Jadi ceritanya, saya udah mau duduk sama temen cewek saya, tapi dia akhirnya duduk sama orang lain -____-

Akhirnya, saya duduk sama dia. Tapi actually, pada akhirnya juga kita ga jadi duduk bareng, karena akhirnya dia duduk sama anak cowok lain (yang belom dapet kursi) dan saya pun duduk sama cewek lain yang suka bikin bete kadang kadang, biarin deh yang penting ga jadi duduk sama dia.

Mungkin gara gara itu. Terus, saya tau, kalo misalnya nih, saya nyangka si A suka sama si B, pasti setiap kejadian di antara mereka ada maknanya buat saya. Mungkin begitu anggapan temen saya, dan kemudian dia memutuskan bahwa saya suka sama si NA.

Jadi nggak mungkin saya suka sama dia. Apalagi si NA itu temen SD FND -___- dan si NA itu anak gaul. Kalo diliat secara logis, ya nggak logislah saya suka sama dia! Dia juga bukan tipe saya (emm tipe...) OKE, saya tau cinta itu nggak logis, tapi suer tekewer kewer deh, dia bukan kecengan saya.

What can I do to make you believe me? Sumpah di tiang bendera? Pengumuman di ruang SIM pake speaker biar kedengeran satu sekolah? Nulis seratus baris kalimat "Saya tidak menyukai NA"? Sumpah di atas Al Qur'an? Sumpah di depan tokoh agama? Ayo deh saya lakuin demi ngebuktiin bahwa saya nggak suka sama NA!

Saya punya salah apaan sih sampe diomongin suka sama dia segala? jaka sembung bawa gong, sumpah saya nggak boong!

Emang susah ya jadi calon detektif. Persepsi orang orang beda banget sama fakta yang sesungguhnya. Suka sama BBM, malah digosipin sama NA. Suka sama Logan Lerman, eeeeh malah disangka suka sama Budi Anduk -______-

Eh? By the way ngapain juga saya ribut sendiri? Kan saya nggak suka sama NA ya? Oiya ya? Oiya ... *gedubrak* ngapain juga saya ngurusin hal hal yang nggak seharusnya saya ributin zzz -__- biarin gosip berlalu. Satu satunya cara biar gosip reda ya, biarin aja.

Just Nothing

I'm sorry, this posting should be posted last night, but I'm over-sleep, so I just posted it now. Sorry :)

uwoooooooooo saya tadi kaget pas mau nyalain laptop, kok pas chargernya dicabut langsung mati lagi, oh my gooooooooood i'm in big trouble D: masalahnya, dulu saya juga bikin batere laptop kantor ayah saya rusak gara gara dicharge terus. Matiiiiiiiiii bisa diapain lagi nih? Yaudah pasrah aja. Pas dicheck ke On AC Power-nya, itu ada warna putih. eh jangan jangan...

SIAL BATERENYA TERNYATA DICABUT! PANTES AJA!! eh gila udah takut setengah mati tadi. fiuh, alhamdulillah.

Btw, tadi belajar mate nih. huhuuu kelamnya hidupku, satnight sama buku matematika . Ini mah namanya SADNIGHT. Udah ga kemana mana, ortu pergi ke selametan tetangga, si mbak tidur lagi, kura kura molor juga, cuma berduaan sama buku mate lagi :<

Nge suffle walkman, tapi malah muterin lagu Just So You Know -_- Bukannya apa apa, tapi, di video klipnya, si Jesse tuh ceritanya naksir pacar sahabatnya, cewek itu juga. Tapi kan Jesse nggak enak sama sahabatnya, jadi dipendem aja. SUER TEKEWER KEWER kasian banget Jessenya. Ini lagu cocok banget buat bangkitin semangat orang yang sedang patah hati. Heeeeeey aku lagi pusing dua ratus keliling ngerjain mate, bukan patah hati! Di-shuffle lagi, eeeh muncul Forever In Love-nya Kenny G. GA MAU!!! terlalu mellow! ganti lagi... eh taunya muncul lagu ini. Sejenak saya diam.

"Never look back" we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kiss into the very last rose...

Ini judulnya From the Bottom of My Broken Heart . Dinyanyiin sama Britney Spears, udah lamaaa banget. Dan di video klip lagu ini, Britney masih alim, bahkan dia belom bikin video Toxic dimana dia memulai image "nakal"nya. Ini lagunya enak, tapi daleeeem banget. Ditambah lagu ini itu sering dinyanyiin sama saya dulu kalo kangen Atas :') Tapi kok kalo diliat liat malah jadi ngarah ke BBM ya? aduuuuh .. I still can't forget him. I said, I will get over him, but I JUST CAN'T!

Sedih rasanya kalo inget BBM. Padahal kalo dipikir pikir, bahkan dia nggak pernah sadar akan kehadiran saya. oke, itu lebay. Dia tahu bentuk saya kaya apa (kaya donat) tapi gatau nama saya , mungkin. Dan pastinya, ngapain dia susah susah nyari tau? Emang saya siapa sih? Selena Gomez? Miley Cyrus? Heeey saya cuma bewew atau nama lebih bagusnya bezta (apalah) yang tinggal di kota kecil-penuh-dengan-angkot-ijo-dan-untungnya-bukan-penuh-dengan-kolor-ijo-dan-kota-ini-sering-banget-hujan-dan-masuk-world-guinness-book-of-record-karena-petir-di-kota-ini-dalam-sehari-merupakan-jumlah-petir-terbanyak-di-dunia-(Y) ---> malah curhat -_- gitulaah.

Seringlah saya merenung, ah coba aja saya bisa flashback waktu... Saya mau kembali ke pertengahan bulan Mei, saya nggak akan SKSD sama NC, saya nggak akan main main terus selama liburan, saya akan lebih serius berdoa di mekkah, saya akan perbaikin nilai matematika, saya akan menjalani bulan puasa dengan lebih baik lagi, saya nggak akan berantem sama Ibu lagi, saya akan belajar serius untuk Mid-Semester, saya nggak akan suka sama Mr Ordinary, saya akan belajar serius buat Tes Diagnostik. Dan of course, saya NGGAK AKAN ikut ke halal bihalal bareng Ibu. nggak akan. Kalo aja saya bisa nerawang. Kalau saja.

Sayangnya, waktu nggak akan pernah bisa terulang dan diulang. Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat.

Jadi, life lesson kali ini, kalo mau ikut acara-emak-emak-yang-kemungkinan-bakal-ada-cowok-guanteeeeeengs-sejagat-raya-yang-nggak-akan-pernah-bisa-saya-miliki, sebaiknya GA USAH IKUT. Alesan apa kek, sakit kek, ada tugas kek, ada ulangan kek, pokoknya jangan pernah ikut lagi. Jangan. Itu nggak baik buat kesehatan hati kita.

Dan sakit hati, sampai saat ini lama untuk dapat disembuhkan. Obatnya pun hanya ada dua di seluruh pelosok dunia, yaitu cinta dan waktu.

Biarkan waktu yang menghapus segalanya. Biarkan cinta yang menghapus segalanya. Buka hatimuuuu... Bukalah sedikit untukku. Sehingga diriku bisa memilikimuuuuuuu.... Hiyaauu najoooooong. Sekaligus aja, bertahan satu ciiiiiiiiintaaaaaaaaaa bertahan satu ce-i-en-te-a

Yaaah gapapa sih, asal CINTA-nya jangan diganti sama TINJA aja -__- ga lucu abis "bertahan satu tinja" ohok ohok, malah eneg dengernya, bukan mellow XP

off


Yup, disney inspires me.

Btw, I've got to be studying a lot, because there's math test at Monday. STATISTICS. Oh my godness, It'll be a super-ultra-big-trouble if I didn't study! So, I'm gonna off to the book.

Ciao and wish me luck!
beweeeeeew C:

Saturday, October 23, 2010

The Reason

This is the reason why I started to fall for tumblr.












But, I hate it when it comes to overload , just like this ;



But, as always, blogger is the best place to tell a story :D And the last is...


yeah, just so you know, I Love You and above is the reasons. Actually, the real reasons is still many, like raindrops, ya know. But, the pathetic things are, now, I don't have any boys to be crushed on. Will anyone lend me ones? ;)

100 most beautiful words in english

Ailurophile A cat-lover.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity pleasantness.
Forbearance withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious fleeting.
Furtive shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Mose essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Sussurous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.

source here

Friday, October 22, 2010

A World Without You

Have you ever felt the pain lefted by people you love the most? Elena did. Her five years crush, James, flew to Paris and she haven't told her feelings yet. Now, her life wouldn't be the same again. She's still thinking about James when suddenly a car hit her.

CIIT! (suddenly, all became dark)

She lost her memory because of that terrible accident. She can only remembered her name, said the Doctor. So, Elena asked her Mum about how can she got into this kind of accident. Her Mum just told her that she was unconscious in the hospital for three weeks.

5 years later, Elena brought back into her usual life. She got a lot of friends, but her one and only best friend is just Amber. Different from Elena, Amber hated popular kids because of some reasons.

One day, there's a transferred student from Paris that would be at Elena's class. But, the things that made Elena really confused is the fact that she used to knew him--Joanna said so--but she couldn't remember anything. Then, she saw the transferred student. She got flashbacks in her mind. Flashbacks of her crying, left the airport, then she got hit by the car. She felt like she remembered something.

That transferred student's name is James. Elena felt familiar with someone named "James"

"Who are you?" Elena asked directly to James.
He smiled, "Are you joking?"

But, the problem is, she wasn't JOKING!

--to be continued--

This summary was a task from Sue, my native english teacher at school. First, I need to read the story of "World Without You" part 1 then made a summary of it. Even me still haven't know the continuation of this story.

After finish the summary, next week, we have to made the script of it. Then, we have to present the "Drama" form of the story. HEEEEEEEY I WANNA BE JAMES! #crazy

A Poem from U!

Saat cinta mengetuk pintumu, biarkanlah ia...
Dengan dahagamu, minumlah bersamanya..
Ia tak lelah, namun berbaringlah dengannya..
Karena.. Semuanya untukmu..
Melayaninya adalah kebaikanmu..
Menjaganya berarti menjagamu..
Dan bila ia menyakiti, terimalah itu sebagai pembersihan atas dengkimu..
Dan saat ia pergi, lepaskanlah..
Karena sesungguhnya, ia tak pernah meninggalkanmu..

(Novel U! by Donna Rosamayna)

weeey, seorang bewew bisa mellow juga ya ternyata #mengganggusuasana

music chart

My must-played-playlist for this week ;

Nothin' on You - B.O.B feat Bruno Mars
Love Like Woe -The Ready Set
Shake - Jesse McCartney
Can't Stand It - Never Shout Never
Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats
I'll Be There - The Moffats
I'm All About You - Aaron Carter
Letting Go (Dutty Love) - Sean Kingston feat Nicki Minaj
Animal - Neon Trees
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
I Need a Girl - G Dragon feat Taeyang
Haengbok - Super Junior
Misery - Maroon 5
Nothing to lose - MLTR
Darkside of the Sun - Tokio Hotel

how bout yours?

Dream #gataukeberapa

That dream was so strange!

MIMPI LAGI DONG SAYA KETEMU SAMA SI BBM -___- deuuuuuh tadi malem padahal nangis nangis mikirin nilai eeeeh yang masuk mimpi malah BBM. sial heeeem. Udahlah, bersyukur aja hehehe.

Mau tau ceritanya?

Gatau, tiba tiba saya liat si BBM ke spensa. gila. itu orang mau ngapain? Ternyata eh ternyataaaa dia ceritanya numpang sekolah disini dulu sementara ortunya balik ke Amrik. Atuh ya kenapa dia ga ke smansa? bukannya dia udah SMA ya? ==a

Terus di kelas, dia duduknya di belakang bewew XD diem dieman aja kita. Tapi pas hari kedua, bewew nyoba nyapa dia, daaaan so suddenly kita jadi bestfriend. Kemana mana bareng. Sumpah kocak abis. Terus tiba tiba di Bogor teh jadi banyak aliran listrik (mungkin kebawa pikiran fisika) kalo pas listriknya lagi kuat, mobil jadi ketarik mundur (?) Daaan tiba tiba lagi, bewew lagi tour around the world sama Yangti - Kukung a.k.a my grandparents, terus mampir ke Book Fair gitu. Lalu Yangti nyeritain bahwa saya punya sodara , yaitu Apirang . APA?! jejejejeng....

This dream is the craziest dream, afterall :/ I never wanna wake up when it comes to BBM. MAU DONG JADI SAHABATNYA BBM! :(

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Keutamaan Perempuan

Wanita yang shalehah itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang shaleh.

Surga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu.

Apabila memanggil akan dirimu dua orang ibu bapakmu, maka jawablah panggilan ibumu terlebih dahulu.

Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta kepada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu surga mana saja yang dikehendaki.

Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia ke dalam surga terlebih dahulu daripada suaminya (10,000 tahun).

Apabila seseorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristighfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1,000 kebajikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1,000 kejahatan.

Apabila seseorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah.

Apabila seseorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah dia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkannya.

Apabila telah lahir anak lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan daripada susunya diberi satu kebajikan.

Apabila semalaman seorang ibu tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah SWT.

source here

20 10 2010

huaaaah it's 20.10.2010

it means, umm, nothing for me -____-

But, there was a boy confessed at school. Well, I NEVER see any kind of confession yet (I only read it at novels) So, I got really curious and watched the boy confessed to the girl he likes. I'm veryyyyyyy curious, what is the meaning something called "CONFESSION" for real? penasaran banget, gimana sih momen momen pas cowok bilang "I Love You" dan sebangsanya?

Actually, confession kali ini perjuangan abis, karena pas sang mempelai cowo (kaya apaan tau, mempelai zz) "nembak" dan ceweknya belom jawab "iya" atau "enggak", muncul secara tiba tiba beberapa guru, diantaranya ada guru Agama, sama Headmaster. Aje gile! sumpah serem abis. Fortunately, there was nothing happened, and beside, there's a new LOVEBIRDS at spensa. swit swit, congrats guy!

Curcol nih, waktu kelas 6, saya lagi laku lakunya (ha-ha, kayak barang aja, laku -____-) ditembak 2 kali . Kuantitas sih udah oke, tapi kualitas NOL BESAR.

Yang pertama, super-ga-gentle. Udah nembaknya lewat surat, bahasanya super-disgusting (BAYANGIN dong, dia nulis I love you forever, Bewizta... ---> YAKIN LO?? for-ever? I don't think so -___- ga ngaku pula sampe detik ini.

Dan yang paling bikin saya sebel, DIA NULIS WHAT-SO-CALLED-LOVE-LETTER ITU DI KERTAS BEKAS YANG SAYA SENDIRI UDAH MERASAKAN KETIDAKBERGUNAAN KERTAS TERSEBUT! gile, jajan bisa, beli kertas ga bisa. Teu boga modal bukan? -.-

Yang kedua, sebenernya kentara banget dia mau nembak, cuma saya lagi in love sama Cantik (gebetan dari kelas 4-6) makanya jadi ngapung a la orang jatuh cinta dan ga sadar sama sekali.

First, Ivo, sobat SD, nanya ke saya, "Bew, kalo ditembak senengan pake surat, ditelpon, ato ngomong langsung?" (belom ada FB waktu itu, cuma ada FS, dan belum semua orang punya FS)

Dengan polos dan BEGOnya saya bilang, "ya ngomong langsung dong, udah ramah lingkungan (hem -_-) kesannya gentle gitu."

Setelah itu, tiba tiba ada temen cowok yang sekelas pas kelas 6, si An, nanya lagi pertanyaan yang amat mirip dengan pertanyaan yang telah Ivo ajukan pada saya. Saya menjawab persis. Dan tau apa yang melintas di otak saya waktu itu?

waaaaaaaaah bakal ditembak nih! jangan jangan sama si cantik (geer pisan -_-) , kan cantik sering nongkrong bareng An. WAAH DREAM COME TRUE!!!

Ngapung banget saya saat itu. Tapi tau apa yang terjadi selanjutnya?

An. He confessed to me.

Ga ada tentang Cantik SEDIKIT pun. melenceng banget dari perkiraan, sumpah. Ya Allah. aduuuuh masalahnya si An itu lho, dia itu mirip banget sama Ruben Onsu. Serius deh, mukanya mirip, agak cebol. Bukannya saya ngehina, tapi bahkan guru IPS saya bilang dia itu "jadi cewek masuk, jadi cowok masuk" gubraks.

Pas dia nembak, saya langsung freezing di tempat (untung ga meleleh) dan ekspresi di muka langsung hilang entah kemana. Pas dia selesai nembak, saya cuma geleng kepala (baca : penolakan), terus masuk ke kelas. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT LIKE WHAT I'VE EXPECTED BEFORE!!!

malangnya aku T_T

Setelah nolak An, hubungan kita tetep baik baik aja sampe sekarang. Bahkan saya nggak risih sedikit pun sama dia (seperti yang telah aku bilang, dia itu jadi cowok masuk jadi cewek masuk HAHAHA sori An) mungkin karena dia punya selera humor yang baik , jadi biasa aja.

Saya juga pernah ngirim surat ke Cantik. HIIIII menyeramkan -_- masalahnya, banyak banget yang suka sama Cantik waktu itu. Dodooooool. Tapi itu bukan surat cinta, tenang aja :p

Kalo saya ditembak lagi nih ya, mau Liam Aiken yang nembak, mau BBM yang nembak, mau Mr Ordinary yang nembak, pasti saya tolak HAHAHAH #janganpercaya

Serius eh. ceritanya kan ga mau pacaran. suci itu indah (?) ---> apa banget.

Oke, janji deh, kalo saya ditembak bakalan kayak gini

cowo : lu mau ga jadi cewe gua? (megang bunga, coklat, blah blah)
saya : emmmmmmmm (sok mikir)
diam diam mengambil bunga dan cokelat, lalu..
saya : MAKASIH COKLATNYA! I LOVE YOU FULL DAH! HAHAHAHA (ngacir)

Nolak, tapi ngambil bunganya yeee -_- iya dong, manfaatin prinsip ekonomi dong, "dengan modal yang sedikit-dikitnya , ambil untung sebanyak banyaknya" tapi saya ga yakin akan berani melakukan hal ini di kehidupan nyata. Nolak, atau bahasa kerennya, Ignoring, is not something that we can do that easily. Susah pake banget buat nolak orang, apalagi kalo orang yang nembaknya menggoda iman (yaelaaah bew, please dong!)

In the end, saya cuma mau bilang, to my dearest kecengans (kan pake verb, karena kecengannya banyak, makanya ditambah "S") pleaaaaaaseeeeeee ya , jangan buka blog bewew oke oke ? ;) karena dengan membuka blog ini, dijamin akan membuat cowok normal manapun ilfil wgwg

RIL
(Rest In Love)

Bewew

Saturday, October 16, 2010

you're still the one


You're still the one I run to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
You're still the one I dreamed of
You're still the one in my mind
You're still the one..

dream and dream

Last night, I dreamed about three boys, sekaligus mameeeeeeen haha. It just an usual dream, but surprised me A LOT.

Pertamanya, ada Mr Ordinary baru pulang dari Musholla (ceritanya anak alim) terus dia lewat di depan saya, and I bet he even glance at me for a second then walked away. satu dua tiga....... saatnya terbaaaaaaaaaaaaang!!! (^_^)

Then, muncul BBM! ini orang mau ngapain ya? zzzzzzzzzz taunya dia lagi ngerjain peer, terus nanya nanya ke guru, dan sempet ngeliat bewew juga, but he pretends not see me and moved into another place. WHAT A MEAN PERSON! pokoknya setelah mimpi ini saya ga suka BBM lagi. Cowo kalo udah nyadar ganteng dikit belagunya dunia akhirat (kata kata dari Cintapuccino, jangan dianggep serius ya cowok cowok hehehehe--> takut disate)

Daaaaaaan taraaaaaaaaaaaa muncul NC bersama pasangan maho setianya (emm?) seperti biasa, dia ngeliat ke arah saya dengan muka tanpa ekspresi. Ga pernah ngelirik dengan senyum kek, air mata kek, apa kek! Emang bewew mirip alien ya? ;_;

Tambahan nih, tiba tiba muncul tiga orang cowok smansa, satu orang diantaranya berinisial N, dulu waktu SD satu angkatan sama saya, cuma dia ikut aksel, dan jadilah sebagai kakak kelas saya. Dia smpnya bukan di spensa. Dan saya inget banget pernah ketemu sama dia di BP waktu saya kelas 6 dan dia kelas 7, terus dia rada rada inget gitu sama saya. EEEHH di mimpi itu ceritanya dia liat saya terus dadah dadah heboh -___- dasar aneeh wkwk

Hah, go away, you stupid dream .___.

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Indonesia Book Fair 2010

I went to IBF with Irin at October 3rd, and we're all by ourself! without parents, because my mom, who gave us a drive, had another plans (read : Halal Bihalal, AGAIN) what a party! *dancing* with budget around Rp. 300.000,00 I got a ton of books! I feel like I was in a heaven of book ~

~Jembatan layang~


Today's schedule.

Book Stand at The Corner. Also used as SHINee stages several days ago :)


By the way, at that day, there were "Lomba Menirukan Suara Upin-Ipin" So there were Badut version of Upin-Ipin hanging around the book fair. Actually, I wanna took photos with them too! but, I think that I already too mature to do that sort of thing :(

Badut Upin-Ipin


And also in that day, there were a talkshow about a book titled "Menggapai Matahari". That book is really pisses me off. LOOK AT THE TITLE! LOOK! I DON'T WANT TO CHASE HIM, EITHER! (Okay, once again, word "SUN" in that book title refers to real "SUN", not a person name -_-) But, did you know the guest speakers at that talkshow? it was Ahmad Fuadi, the author of "Negeri 5 Menara". And beside, that's the main reasons why I decided to attend that talkshow, yea, because I wanna see the "Real" version of Ahmad Fuadi ---> norak.


Ahmad Fuadi, the author of "Menggapai Matahari" and the moderator of that Talkshow, Gola Gong, which is also an author were taking photos together.

Just FYI, I bought 12 books and 4 magazines!!! And it all cost below Rp. 250.000. Asks me then, "Are you really excited about went to IBF?" then I'll definitely answer, "I REALLY AM!!"

Friday, October 15, 2010

Future Profession? =="

Dokter penyakit Jiwa.

hening.

APA???

*suara seperti Bagas (Satria) waktu bilang 'APAAAAA????!!'*

Challenge #1


I saw this picture from A Ikbal's Blog then I save it . Inget kan ? Inget dong... Ini soal UN taun kemaren wgwg. Bantuin doooong, bahkan Bapak sama Guru BP saya aja klenger liatnya, teu bisaeun ngerjainnya -___- hahaha

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I know!

Aku tahu! Aku tempe! (?)

ternyata, universitas di Amerika mahal mahal karena mostly universities there, is a private university, like Harvard, MIT, California University of Berkeley, Stanford, Yale, etc. Neither in UK, there are many high-qualify public university that costs a lot cheaper than the private university in US, just like Oxford and Cambridge.

Wah, kalo kuliah ke Inggris, mak nyoss dah. Saya mau ke Buckingham Palace, ke danau di sepanjang Cambridge University, terus ke Edinburgh, Scotlandia pas ada festival seni tahunannya di sana (lupa tiap bulan apa, kayaknya sekitar July-August) dan ke Edinburgh Castle. Teruuuuuuus ke Old Trafford, nemuin Hanif Sjahbandi juga wgwg (ngarang), jangan lupa ke New Castle, liat stadionnya. OIYA ke perpustakaannya Oxford juga! ---> Biggest dream of Irin and me, read books together at Oxford Library (amiiin), oiya ke stonehenge juga! (itu loh yang jadi wallpaper windows) udah ah ngalor ngidul deui haha

The last word before I sleep, let's just listen to soft music, like Kenny G or Dave Koz. I'd looove The Moment, Over the Rainbow, and Forever in Love from Kenny G. But from Dave Koz, I love "You Make Me Smile" and "First Love"

well, xoxo
sleepy me

celebek?

celebekkah saya? celebekkah anda? celebekkah kita?

MELEKETEHE?!

saya merasa bahwa saya celebek dengan dua gebetan, ups kayaknya tiga. guess, they are ; Mr Ordinary , BBM (I know you won't surprised as well as I hope) then the last is...

yep, NC.

Ooo tidaaaaaaaaaaaak NC udah ada monyetnya, you moron. But, yea, cuma gara gara sering eye contact sama dia (just FYI, his eyes still as sharp as knife), I melting again -_- F word for you. tau kan "F" word? depannya F belakangnya K terdiri dari 4 huruf , udah ah kebanyakan cluenya hehehehe

Mr Ordinary. Diam diam menghanyutkan, ga nahaaaaaaaaaan meeeeeeen *apalah. He looks so damn cute when his smiling (bahasanya CUTE, gila banget ini mah) unfortunately, suddenly I know that one of my friends likes him too. Dan kayaknya dia serius. Saya tinggal mundur teratur aja ini mah -_-" kenapa mundur? here's my reasons :

- she's thinking before she speaks
- she's the way smarter than me.
- she's beautiful, feminine, WHAT A GENTLE WOMAN! (?)
- she's calm (yeah, sometimes I can be very LOUD)
- she's doesn't have any enemy
- she's thiiiin #envy
- she's my friends since elementary school, umm NO! from kindergarten!
- etc etc etc

jelaskah? jelas ya? jelas dong.. (maksa)

BBM? waaaaaaaaah di West Haven sekarang masih mau jam setengah dua siang nih, perbedaan waktunya 11 jam! -_- by the way, I'm getting crazy, because everything around me are shouting that spell. BBM's name, you know. pas pelajaran IPS, Pak Wahyu lagi nerangin tentang World War II gitu, tiba tiba nyambung ke... "Dulu Kaisar Jepang dianggap keturunan MATAHARI, makanya setiap orang yang lihat MATAHARI bakal dihukum di masa itu." eh gile, kayak ditohok aja saya. kesindir tau ga, KESINDIR! Sampe keselek saya dengernya. Okay, okay. There was a misunderstanding. Matahari at these section means a real "SUN", not a person's name, okay? JUST GET OVER IT. FORGET HIM. And however, it's not means like a real-just-get-over-it, because He never and won't going to fall for me, he just knows me as her-mother-friends's-daughter. Not more, neither less. It just a temporary one-sided love, okay?

Aku nggak mau celebek. Aku nggak mau celebek. Aku nggak mau dan nggak akan pernah mau celebek!

Oiya, buat yang belom tau celebek itu apa (kaya Ajeng) , Celebek itu sama aja dengan CLBK. belom tau juga?! (kaya Ajeng lagi) grrrrr CLBK itu CINTA LAMA BERSEMI KEMBALI. Hueks, aku paling ga mau celebek sama NC!!!!!!

ps : nilai tes diagnostik saya MENYEDIHKAN.
Matenya dapet dibawah 70 T_T sedih banget sih. NEM bayangannya untuk saat ini maksimal 32. huhuhuhu wish me luck for a better grade, ameeeeeeen. Yah, paling nggak, saya tidak akan sekelas PT (Pelajaran Tambahan) dengan orang orang "kelewat" cerdas seperti Mr Ordinary, NC, sekaligus musuh abadi kita semua sekaligus partner terbaik dalam belajar, Danin. Yeeeeee #sarcastic

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

maafkan aku

ADUUUUH POSTINGAN KEMAREN DISGUSTING SEKALI.

TIDAAAAAAAAAAK ------> baru sadar



peringatan : bagi yang sedang makan atau dibawah umur, dilarang melihat (?)

permohonan maaf kepada : bagas 1, renaldi dan bagas 2, serta nama orang yang disensor.

udah ah, gamau ngomongin TIN** lagi. besok saya janji posting lagi, sekarang lagi tes diagnostik nih. doakan saya ya :D alhamdulillah nilai B Indo sama B Inggris udah keluar dan ternyata nggak sejelek mid semester (Y)

seeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*studying=students dying*