My Own Playlist

After the Rain (the perfume song) - Adhitia Sofyan

I love overall of this song. It's one of the songs that could make me calm in seconds. Adhitia described this song as "The song about the simple thought of missing someone that’s far far away."

If I could bottled the smell of the wet land after the rain

I’d make it a perfume and send it to your house

If one in a million stars suddenly will hit satellite

I’ll pick some pieces, they’ll be on your way

If only I could find my way to the ocean

I’m already there with you

If somewhere down the line

We will never get to meet

I’ll always wait for you after the rain

You-know-I-remember-who-when-I-hear-this-song. I really reccomend this song.

Kiss the Rain - Yiruma

This piano instrumental of Yiruma is really something, yet I know that I have obsession over songs that had title "rain" in it -___- but it doesn't mean I like someone related with rain. I love SUN!!!! (I mean, Sun equals Matahari. Jangan ditambahin huruf "I" di depan Sun. Bahaya.)

I Swear This Time I Mean It - Mayday Parade

So I'll sing a melody

And hope to God she's listening

Sleeping softly while I sing

And I'll be your memories

Your lullaby for all the times

Hoping that my voice could get it right

Fairytale - Sara Bareilles

The song is friggin' cool.  the lyrics are really different than you ever think, and it tells about a girl that doesn't really depends on the fairytale.

Sparks Fly - TSwift

Trouble - Coldplay

As always, Coldplay's songs are one of my favourites that I could never forget. This songs is quite old, but it seems like it never gets old.

Fix a Heart - Demi Lovato

I only want the best for you. 

You never really can fix a heart.

*batuk batuk nervous*

Chasing Pavements - Adele

ADELE ya, bukan ADEL. Kemaren si Moussa bilang, "ADEL itu yang nyanyi rolling in the deep ya?" *pundung di pojok ruangan* (FYI, nama itu ada hubungannya dengan orang disgusting di posting ini.)

Anyway, I was singing this song to myself in my classroom. I only sang "Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements.........." Surprisedly, Khairani and Saras were continued the song. They sang "even if it leads nowheeeeeere."

And that was a lot of fun! :D

Start - Depapepe

A really good guitar instrument to built up your mood. Semangat!!!!

Long Gone and Moved On - The Script

and I can't keep thinking that you're coming back, no.

Give Me Everything - Pitbul feat. Ne-Yo

I said I couldn't stand partying/ajeb-ajeb anymore. But this one is the only exception. Oh no. I also liked DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again.

Forget it!

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming,

Or the moment of the truth in your lies.

When everything feels like the movies,

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

nyanyi sambil teriak :

And I don't want the world to see me,

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

If I Could See You Again - Yiruma

Sundial Dreams - Kevin Kern

Ballade Pour Adeline - Richard Clayderman

Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5

I've always loved Maroon 5's songs since I was eight (I remember listening to She Will Be Loved at Ibu's Cellphone when I was only a third grader). BUT WHY THE LYRICS AND THE MUSIC VIDEOS ALWAYS CONTAIN 'ADULT THINGY'???? T_T (eh bibirnya Jagger sangat tebal lho... sakali)

Gonna Get Over You - Sara Bareilles

Sara Bareilles's songs are always make me feel better. She could combined the a-bit-galau lyrics with happy melodies and her strong vocal character is really something.

And I tell myself to let the story end,

My heart will rest in someone else's hand

My 'why not me?' philosophy began,

And I say

Ooh, how'm I gonna get over you?

I'll be alright, just not tonight

Someday, oh I wish you'd want me to stay

Pachelbel's Canon - Depapepe

No one can resist that Canon instrument. And so do I.

and the last one, is the best song of the months. It is....

Drops of Jupiter - Train

It's kinda old, I know (it was made on 2001) , but still, it is one of the most beautiful song that ever made. How I love train for making this song. Now that I really love this song, I'll give all of the lyrics. Kalau ada yang mainin pianonya Drops of Jupiter di depan saya, trust me, I'll melt.

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere

With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey

She acts like summer and walks like rain

Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey

Since the return from her stay on the moon

She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun

Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded

And that heaven is overrated

But tell me, did you fall for a shooting star

One without a permanent scar

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation

Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, hey

She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo

Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, hey

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere

I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain old jane

Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet

Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

And head back to the milky way

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind

Was it everything you wanted to find

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken

Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation

The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

HOLIDAY'S SONGS

Horchata - Vampire Weekend

30 Days - Never Shout Never

Who would've thought that someone like me

Could've fallen in love so easily?

I know that you know that I know what I want

I know I can't have it but give it a thought

I know that it sounds crazy, baby

But all I do is think of you

10

Saya udah mencoba bikin non-fiksi, yah, kayak jurnal gitu, tapi ngedeskripsiin tentang dari awal saya kenal apirang sampai...

Yeah, until I decided to get over him.

And you know what?

Belum apa-apa, tulisan itu sudah menghabiskan 10 halaman microsoft word. Padahal, itu masih berupa abstraksi yang belum lengkap, terputus-putus dan banyak sekali peristiwa yang terlewat. Bahkan banyak bagian yang baru berupa sebuah kalimat yang bisa cukup mengingatkan saya pada apa yang terjadi di masa lalu. Oh, well.

Kalau dibaca-baca lagi abstraksinya, despite of the fact that everything has changed now, I really really miss those times. Selama apa sih 2 tahun itu? Kayaknya sebentar sekali. Sebanyak itukah yang bisa terjadi, well, di antara 'kita'? I mean,  I can't really say that we ARE friends, and neither can he. Padahal, perumpamaannya kita itu udah masuk masa awkwardnya relation between a boy and a girl. You know, that time when every simple moves started to make sense and you're really scared to see him. DAN KALAU KALIAN LIAT GIMANA SEKARANG KITA ACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER, I bet you won't even realize if we had known each other before. We're really a pair of good actor. Uh-huh.

Oke, oke. Saya kangen, kangen banget, tapi di satu sisi saya nggak kangen. (jadi ambigu gini kan........) Intinya, he turned into a pretty big waste of my time. KE AMRIK AJA SANA KAMU! Eh jangan. Saya aja yang ke Amrik hehehehe *ada modus.

Bohong banget emang posting TLG itu. Kalian udah tau kan TLG itu kepanjangannya apa? The Last Galau.Yeah, it sounds silly. And weird. And intoxicating. Semakin kamu mencoba melupakan seseorang, semakin ingat jadinya. Duh.

P.S. : just by now I read 2 postings (or articles) that contain very different topic. This is the sign that, you know, Matahari is getting more handsome right now. Noooooooooooooo, I was just kidding. Tapi dia emang ganteng sih *sakaliiii* Btw, the postings are really cool! (kecuali website yang ngomongin tentang crushes itu -_-) Check it, especially if you're the students of Smansa!

yang keren ---> http://malesishere.wordpress.com/2010/10/27/a-loud-great-campaigns-silent-voices/#comments
yang 'agak-agak' ---> http://www.girlsaskguys.com/Articles/Flirting/Signs-He-Likes-You-Signs-He-Doesnt.html

OYA ONE MORE INFO!

You won't believe if it's the lyrics of a post-hardcore song. But trust me, this song really sounds good and had some related lyrics, i guess so. At least, I think it's the best post-hardcore song I ever heard. And this is the first post-hardcore song EVER that I liked. Hope you'll like it too.

I don't wanna take your precious time
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time
-If You Can't Hang by Sleeping with the Sirens

Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed.
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste..

Best song at the moment, what more can I say?

Don't You Dare Touch My Kerupuk

Don’t you dare touch my kerupuk
Don’t you even put the thought on your mind
I’m gonna cut your chest open,
feed your heart to the lions at the zoo.

Don’t you even touch my kerupuk
Don’t you even have the thought on your heart
I’m gonna cut your head open,
Take your brain out, shove it back to your behind

I love my kerupuk
They’re like my flesh and blood
Stay off my kerupuk
Or you won’t sleep so well at night
You’ll have nightmares for as long that you’re alive

Itu lagunya Adhitia Sofyan :p funny song with a galau melodies *oooops* Rada kejem emang ya cuma buat sebuah kerupuk lol. Tapi kerupuk itu emang one of the best food that ever invented XD NEED IT NOW!! Btw, november feels like heaven, you know, because the cold wind started to blow periodically, and right now, mangoes are everywhere ~(‾▿‾~)

p.s. : Wish me luck for my 'susulan' examinations! Omg, I haven't done 3 exams. Oh maaaaaaan.

Salam matahari!! ☼☼☼

B

Don't Let Me Go

You try so hard, to hide your scars
I wonder if my words are makin' any difference
I dream and then it seems to end
But always comes again
Don't, don't let me go.

It just takes a second for me to love this song. I heard this fresh yet cool song right when I got bored with those all partying song that to me, sounds the same. So I was like, "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! that song is soooo meee!"

Just spend some minutes to watch the vid. Yeah, this video is dedicated to the victim of Human Trafficking. Some people said the shooting of some scenes in the video took place in Asia (they said it took place in Philippines) It just awful that people, even the government doesn't seem to be really care of Human Trafficking. Don't you know it's not just a simple problem? The music video reminded me of how Indonesian government can't even protect the Indonesian Laborer (TKI) whose dying on the outside of their origin country.

This song is really opened my eyes, and the vid is definitely deserves more views than JB or Rebecca Black had. Omg, I really want to be a diplomat and bringing home lots of TKI, especially the female laborer.

P.S. : the click five also give us a link to a website that let us to have this song for free. This is the link http://www.lojinx.com/features/dont-let-me-go. And don't forget to listen to other song of the click five, like just the girl. It's awesome.

K Bye,

Bezta :)

Playlist of the year (2010)

I know it's late -_- tapi gapapa kan? okelaaah check this out!

4 Minutes - Madonna ft Justin Timberlake
ABC - The Jackson Five
Animal - Neon Trees *
Baby - Justin Bieber --> agak ragu ragu pas mau dimasukkin hahaha
Bad Romance — Lady Gaga
Because Of You - Ne-Yo *
Because You Live - Jesse McCartney *
Blame It On The Girls - Mika *
Billionaire — Travie McCoy ft. Bruno Mars *
Bitter Heart - Zee Avi *
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson *
Breakeven - The Script *
Butterfly Fly Away - Miley Cyrus
California Gurls — Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dogg
Check Yes Juliet — We The Kings
Club Can’t Handle Me — Flo Rida ft. David Guetta *
Cry Me Out - Pixie Lott *
DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again — Usher *
Don't Stop Believing - Glee, The Power of Madonna
Dream - Priscilla Ahn
Dynamite — Taio Cruz *
Enchanted - Taylor Swift
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood
Everything - Michael Buble *
Fader - The Temper Trap
Fearless - Taylor Swift
Fireflies - Owl City *
Firework — Katy Perry *
For The First Time - The Script *
F*** You - Cee Lo Green (sumpah lagunya enak, jangan terkecoh sama judulnya) *
Geek In The Pink - Jason Mraz *
Hanya Untukmu - Ten2Five *
Hey Soul Sister — Train *
Holiday - Vampire Weekend *
I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas *
I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden *
In My Head — Jason Derulo
Insomnia - Craig David
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls *
It's My Life - Bon Jovi *
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney
Just The Way You Are — Bruno Mars *
Kekasih Sejati - Monita
King Of Anything - Sara Barreilles *
Kiss That Grrrl - Kate Nash
Ku Menunggu - Rossa *
Labels or Love - Fergie
Like A G6 — Far East Movement
Love - Matt White *
Love It When You Call - The Feeling
Love Like Woe - The Ready Set *
Lovefool - The Cardigans
Mantan Terindah - Kahitna
Misery - Maroon 5
Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats
My Memory - Ryu (Korean Song, ost Winter Sonata) *
Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
New Perspective - Panic! At The Disco
Only Girl (In The World) - Rihanna
Outside Looking In - Jordan Pruitt *
Party In The U.S.A - Miley Cyrus
Please Don't Go - Mike Posner
Pyramid - Charice Pempengco ft Iyaz
Raise Your Glass — P!nk *
RAN - Ratu Lebah
Rocketeer - Far East Movement ft Ryan Tedder *
S.O.S. - Jonas Brother *
Sakura Girl - News (Jpop) *
September - Daughtry *
Shake - Jesse McCartney
She's The One - Robbie William (Old song, video klipnya keren banget!) *
Something About Love - David Archuleta
Something About The Sunshine - Anna Margaret *
Sleeping Child - Michael Learns To Rock *
Smooth Criminal - Michael Jackson *
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
That Girl - NLT *
The Technicolor Phase - Owl City
The Time (Dirty Bit) - Black Eyed Peas *
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia *
U Smile - Justin Bieber
Unbelievable - Craig David *
Viva La Vida - Coldplay *
We R Who We R — Ke$ha *
When You Love Someone - Endah N'Rhesa *
What's My Name - Rihanna ft Drake *
You - Ten2Five

* = Very Recommended

Just Nothing

I'm sorry, this posting should be posted last night, but I'm over-sleep, so I just posted it now. Sorry :)

uwoooooooooo saya tadi kaget pas mau nyalain laptop, kok pas chargernya dicabut langsung mati lagi, oh my gooooooooood i'm in big trouble D: masalahnya, dulu saya juga bikin batere laptop kantor ayah saya rusak gara gara dicharge terus. Matiiiiiiiiii bisa diapain lagi nih? Yaudah pasrah aja. Pas dicheck ke On AC Power-nya, itu ada warna putih. eh jangan jangan...

SIAL BATERENYA TERNYATA DICABUT! PANTES AJA!! eh gila udah takut setengah mati tadi. fiuh, alhamdulillah.

Btw, tadi belajar mate nih. huhuuu kelamnya hidupku, satnight sama buku matematika . Ini mah namanya SADNIGHT. Udah ga kemana mana, ortu pergi ke selametan tetangga, si mbak tidur lagi, kura kura molor juga, cuma berduaan sama buku mate lagi :<

Nge suffle walkman, tapi malah muterin lagu Just So You Know -_- Bukannya apa apa, tapi, di video klipnya, si Jesse tuh ceritanya naksir pacar sahabatnya, cewek itu juga. Tapi kan Jesse nggak enak sama sahabatnya, jadi dipendem aja. SUER TEKEWER KEWER kasian banget Jessenya. Ini lagu cocok banget buat bangkitin semangat orang yang sedang patah hati. Heeeeeey aku lagi pusing dua ratus keliling ngerjain mate, bukan patah hati! Di-shuffle lagi, eeeh muncul Forever In Love-nya Kenny G. GA MAU!!! terlalu mellow! ganti lagi... eh taunya muncul lagu ini. Sejenak saya diam.

"Never look back" we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kiss into the very last rose...

Ini judulnya From the Bottom of My Broken Heart . Dinyanyiin sama Britney Spears, udah lamaaa banget. Dan di video klip lagu ini, Britney masih alim, bahkan dia belom bikin video Toxic dimana dia memulai image "nakal"nya. Ini lagunya enak, tapi daleeeem banget. Ditambah lagu ini itu sering dinyanyiin sama saya dulu kalo kangen Atas :') Tapi kok kalo diliat liat malah jadi ngarah ke BBM ya? aduuuuh .. I still can't forget him. I said, I will get over him, but I JUST CAN'T!

Sedih rasanya kalo inget BBM. Padahal kalo dipikir pikir, bahkan dia nggak pernah sadar akan kehadiran saya. oke, itu lebay. Dia tahu bentuk saya kaya apa (kaya donat) tapi gatau nama saya , mungkin. Dan pastinya, ngapain dia susah susah nyari tau? Emang saya siapa sih? Selena Gomez? Miley Cyrus? Heeey saya cuma bewew atau nama lebih bagusnya bezta (apalah) yang tinggal di kota kecil-penuh-dengan-angkot-ijo-dan-untungnya-bukan-penuh-dengan-kolor-ijo-dan-kota-ini-sering-banget-hujan-dan-masuk-world-guinness-book-of-record-karena-petir-di-kota-ini-dalam-sehari-merupakan-jumlah-petir-terbanyak-di-dunia-(Y) ---> malah curhat -_- gitulaah.

Seringlah saya merenung, ah coba aja saya bisa flashback waktu... Saya mau kembali ke pertengahan bulan Mei, saya nggak akan SKSD sama NC, saya nggak akan main main terus selama liburan, saya akan lebih serius berdoa di mekkah, saya akan perbaikin nilai matematika, saya akan menjalani bulan puasa dengan lebih baik lagi, saya nggak akan berantem sama Ibu lagi, saya akan belajar serius untuk Mid-Semester, saya nggak akan suka sama Mr Ordinary, saya akan belajar serius buat Tes Diagnostik. Dan of course, saya NGGAK AKAN ikut ke halal bihalal bareng Ibu. nggak akan. Kalo aja saya bisa nerawang. Kalau saja.

Sayangnya, waktu nggak akan pernah bisa terulang dan diulang. Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat.

Jadi, life lesson kali ini, kalo mau ikut acara-emak-emak-yang-kemungkinan-bakal-ada-cowok-guanteeeeeengs-sejagat-raya-yang-nggak-akan-pernah-bisa-saya-miliki, sebaiknya GA USAH IKUT. Alesan apa kek, sakit kek, ada tugas kek, ada ulangan kek, pokoknya jangan pernah ikut lagi. Jangan. Itu nggak baik buat kesehatan hati kita.

Dan sakit hati, sampai saat ini lama untuk dapat disembuhkan. Obatnya pun hanya ada dua di seluruh pelosok dunia, yaitu cinta dan waktu.

Biarkan waktu yang menghapus segalanya. Biarkan cinta yang menghapus segalanya. Buka hatimuuuu... Bukalah sedikit untukku. Sehingga diriku bisa memilikimuuuuuuu.... Hiyaauu najoooooong. Sekaligus aja, bertahan satu ciiiiiiiiintaaaaaaaaaa bertahan satu ce-i-en-te-a

Yaaah gapapa sih, asal CINTA-nya jangan diganti sama TINJA aja -__- ga lucu abis "bertahan satu tinja" ohok ohok, malah eneg dengernya, bukan mellow XP

music chart

My must-played-playlist for this week ;

Nothin' on You - B.O.B feat Bruno Mars
Love Like Woe -The Ready Set
Shake - Jesse McCartney
Can't Stand It - Never Shout Never
Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats
I'll Be There - The Moffats
I'm All About You - Aaron Carter
Letting Go (Dutty Love) - Sean Kingston feat Nicki Minaj
Animal - Neon Trees
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
I Need a Girl - G Dragon feat Taeyang
Haengbok - Super Junior
Misery - Maroon 5
Nothing to lose - MLTR
Darkside of the Sun - Tokio Hotel

how bout yours?

another adorable videos

funny huh?

lagu dan kenangan

Manusia Biasa : adalaaah kecengan baru (ntar diceritain :D)
I Knew I Loved You : Atas & Apirang
Beautiful Soul : Atas
Just So You Know : Atas & Apirang
Breathless : Atas & Apirang
Waiting for Yesterday : Atas
Perfectly : FND
Everything
Never Say Never : NC
Behind These Hazel Eyes : NC
That's why : NC
With All My Heart : NC
It Happens Everytime : NC
Sugar Rush : NC
I say yeah : NC
This I promise you : Atas, NC, Apirang (gabungan meeeen)
Body Language : NC
Something about Love : Mr Ordinary
Secret Admirer : Mr Ordinary

Astagfirullah, NC-nya banyak banget. kurang ajar. harus kita basmi dia. hahaha. ini lagu yang bewew dengerin waktu nge-crush sama mereka -,- jadi ingetnya sama mereka lol. ntar dilanjutin ya. mau latihan ansamble nih wkwk

dadaaaaah!