Tuesday, July 13, 2010

ba-thump -___-

OKAY, here we go! :)

bewew lagi aneh nih zz. bukan kasmaran. someone must be crazy if they say that i'm kasmaran . oh well, bewew bilang sekarang -__- lagi ga jelas nih puseeeeng

new comer is getting more and more interesting each day . oh god. oh god. oh god. oh god. ya allaaaah jangan sampe bewew cerita cerita deh ke yang lain ttg dia. oh well, bewew udah cerita ke hazrin sama alya. jangan sampe ajeng tauuu! hahahaha. he seems so perfect to me, even i know he's not. we're NEVER talk to each other. yailaah emang bewew pernah bener bener NGOMONG ke para kecengan? paling cuma apirang. atas? boro boro dah, ngeliat dari 1km aja langsung kabur saking ga tahan akan kegantengannyaaaa *lebay* yang ini? bewew malu dia malu. aaaaaah. padahal dia temen yang asyik kok. seriously. bewew ga mau kehilangan temen kayak dia. pokoknya harus tetep keep in touch for a long time. bodo amat dia mau beranggepan apa, just don't be shy, bew! ya, kata orang (lupa siapa) kita akan lebih menyesal untuk hal yang ga pernah kita lakukan daripada yang pernah kita lakukan. so, i must brave! wish me luck then.

tapi, bewew pernah mikir. he's almost perfect. he can get any girl that prettier, smarter, kinder, richer than me, dan bahkan yang alim sekalipun. eh, dia pernah dong disukain sama temen bewew yang cantik banget :) katanya banyak cewek yang dapet peringkat bagus suka sama dia. oiya, terus ada temen yang jago bikin cerpen juga suka sama dia. meeeeeeh riweuuuh. kayaknya things gonna be simple if i just like my childhood friend (you know who). tapi GA BISAAA! dia terlalu aneh, suka teriak sendiri, dan terlalu kesulean :p sorry bro, hihi.

oh, btw, bewew baru baca zodiak di majalah femina tbi (ketularan a bagas, hayoloo) dan ASMARA-nya orang gila demi apapun bewew melototin itu kata kata terus.

asmara : sedang kasmaran dengan teman yang baru kenal

kok bisa kebetulan gini? relax, maybe this is just a "ujian dari allah"

what i'm thinking? what do you think? ngghhh

WHAT I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW? *confused*

dan (lagi lagi) lagu yang cocok buat dia itu JUST SO YOU KNOW by jesse mccartney. cocok buat semua gebetan haha. sama boleh juga lagu monita-kekasih sejati.

just so you know
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

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