nonsense

SAYA NEMU TUMBLR-NYA BBM!!!!

so? -__-"

So far, all things i have known about him is;

- his long name
- his family
- where does he lives
- where he goes to school
- his youtube account
- his facebook account
- his twitter account
- his tumblr account
- his-dad-blog-on-blogger
- his little bro name (which is unique just like his name)
- his favourite musician (do I have to say it one by one? he likes Kanye West (O EM JI DIA SENENG SAMA KANYE WEST????), Jay-Z, Lupe Fiasco, Kid Cudi, B.o.B, Fall Out Boy, Good Charlotte, Panic! At The Disco, Linkin Park, We The Kings, etc.)
-his interest
-his favourite movie, diantaranya ada Rush Hour, Inception, Shaun of The Dead, sama Star wars. komen saya : kalo Rush Hour emang SERU banget! Inception kepengen nonton tapi gajadi jadi #DERITALO! , Shaun of The Dead kayaknya sering denger deh. Star wars? mati kebosenan gua nontonnya (padahal mah baru ngeliat cover dvdnya doang heheh :p)

yang paling saya pengen tau : HIS BIRTH DATE! I'M CURIOUS TO DEATH! bisa bisa saya jadi arwah penasaran saking pengen taunya.

and also, he says on his tumblr : Btw feel free to add me on Facebook (******** *********) --> apa banget dah sok disensor sama saya wgwg <-- I wanna shout at him, SO WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?? eh salah ding, kenapa ga confirm friend request dari temen temen bewew?? kenapa? yah ketauan deh hihihi #wildmodeon jadi kesannya saya benar benar terobsesi banget gitu ya sama dia? NYEBELIN! sumpe dah, dia bahkan lebih menyeramkan daripada tokek-yang-waktu-itu-keliaran-di-rumah-sebulanan-dan-saya-yang-sendiri-di-rumah-ketakutan-abis-akhirnya-tokek-itu-dibunuh. bahkan tadi malem saya mimpiin dia zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -______-"

jadi di alam mimpi, ceritanya saya sama Ibu baru pulang dari spensa naek mobil, terus halte yang jadi patokan rumah ane kelewat. Ga ada angin ga ada hujan, saya diturunin di situ, terus saya liat di warung, kayak ada mamanya BBM, tapi ga ada BBMnya. saya pikir itu cuma halusinasi, makanya saya langsung balik badan. EH BEGITU NAIK MOBIL LAGI, SAYA NGELIAT ADA ANAK COWOK LAGI LARI KE ARAH LAIN PAKE BAJU GARIS GARIS BIRU, PERSIS BAJUNYA BBM! tiba tiba dia menghilang, dan saya kebangun.

ga mungkin.

dia udah balik ke negerinya.

ARRRRRRRRGH YA ALLAH, WHY CAN'T I JUST FORGET HIM? KENAPA WAKTU ITU BEWEW IKUT KE HALAL BIHALAL? KENAPA SAYA DITAKDIRKAN BUAT BERTEMU DIA? LIFE'S VERY UNFAIR!

kalo aja saya ga pernah liat dia, mungkin saya masih in love sama apirang, atau Mr Ordinary. kalau saya ga pernah liat dia, hidup saya ga akan kacau kayak gini!

Kalo aja saya bertemu dia dalam keadaan fisik yang lebih cantik atau otak yang lebih smart, mungkin saya akan punya confidence buat dapetin dia, and that's all. I'll be very in love. Tapi saat ini, keadaannya jungkir balik 180 derajat.

cross that suit you the best
[ ]beautiful
[ ]smart
[ ]good-looking
[ ]social-butterfly
[ ]easy-going
[ ]well-minded
[ ]funny
[ ]tender
[ ]kind-hearted
[x]evil personality
[x]rude
[x]loud
[x]introvert
[x]selfish
[x]lazy
[x]geeky
[x]always single because no one ever likes me
[x]old minded
[x]makes people lose feeling easily

well, yeah, that's the real me.

She's instantly more pretty and more interesting than me,
She is thinking before she speaks,
She is not all rendered and gree,
I bet she doesn't like to eat,
I bet her feet don't even stink!
(Kate Nash - Kiss That Grrrl)