remind me of him.

Pas liat liat tumblr, tiba tiba nemu tumblr MissLittlePaintBrush, dan begitu dibuka, tadaaaam...

Yeah, those all are created by herself. Amazingly cute right? ;) Btw, she's from Philipinnes. And I wonder if she's just about 14 or 16 , just around my age. Of course she had a boyfriend, and they dating for about 3 years! WOW. What a rare thing in our life now.

Actually, I'm a bit shock when see this picture. Her boyfriend look like BBM a bit! oh my god , what's this? COINCIDENCE AGAIN? I'm really tired of something called "coincidence" -_-

The boyfriend . LOOK LIKE BBM!!

However, they such a happy couple. And I really amazed in the way how can they keep a relationship for a VERY long time. Well done, good job :)

This is the real LittleMissPaintBrush. Awwww she's really cute!

WHY IS EVERYONE SUCH LIKE LOVEBIRDS? #angrysobadly

AND WHY IS EVERY HANDSOME BOYS THAT I SAW JUST REMIND ME OF BBM? I WANNA FORGET HIM GOOOD. JUST THAT. WHY IT SEEMS TO BE REALLY HARD? JUST FORGETTING, HE'S JUST ANOTHER ORDINARY BOY, OH MY GOD.

Even I didn't talk much about BBM with my friends, I'm still got a little "ache" inside my heart when I thinking about him. I really dumb, I know. I shouldn't do these kind of useless thing just for a boy who will never noticed me, really.

But, when I heard songs--mostly heartbreak song--I feel like thinking about him again. I even still often count the time in place where he lives now. You know, he lives at US now. So far away from me. And the time differences between me and him is 11 hours. But actually, the distances is better like this. Why? With a condition like this, I won't be able to see him again, and the pain just killing me for temporary, not forever, because instead, he's so faaaaar away.

Now, I realized that forget someone is not as easy as when we fall for someone.

Oh, let's just get me a boyfriend, really. I want to erase my memories about BBM. I just want to kick him out of my mind and my entire life. Is that wrong? I just wanna be myself before I met him. I never be messed up like this until I met him. Met him, I think, was the biggest failure at my life.

I dunno what to say more, but I know the best way to forget him.

Let's pray more.

Bewew